word

you guys have to read WORD by mykel mitchell.  i picked it up today at the used bookstoreand it's good.  these past few days i have made up my mind to stop compromising with what God has in store for me to what others have in store for me, want me to be, etc etc. i am deciding to be ALL OUT and reap the results of ALL OUT OBEDIENCE.  i want to go back to the basics with no one stealing my peace or trying to disrupt it.  as madea put it you are supposed to have peace in your adult life and i am out to claim what Jesus died to give me.

i want to take a food plating class. there's something about designing food on a plate that can fool hecka people into paying more money for a particular product.


my guess is this cost less than 7usd to prepare.

anyway, though im not really aspiring to be a chef... that is my next goal. because since i am once again in the f&b industry, i want to maximize my earning potential and learn to make prettttty looking things.

cooking 101

i dont like cooking so much.  eating is fun in moderation but today joe and i tried cooking and im sad about having to move out eventually and provide meals for actual humans i love.  i bought this pasta sauce from a pack.. it was basically powder you mix with milk and then you boil it and mix cooked pasta noodles.  pretty simple right? and i got all excited that such a thing exists:  a 15 minute meal with no sweat or cutting or dicing  LOL but damn it was too good to be true.

LIE = a good pasta sauce can come from a powder.

so stretched

i feel so overwhelmed and so stretched with this projects joe and i took on.  i think we underestimated what it would be like and now we are head-on with all these responsibilities. it's such a switch from working and saving for yourself... blowing all my extra cash at the spa, starbucks and useless shoes that i can't even find now.  now it's like.. okay we have to save up for A B C D E F G. we have to pay H I J before we can do 1 2 3 all in preparation for our future.

and i have to admit the pressure is a lot. i feel so uncomfortable facing some of these situations (and this is just work-related!) it's like finals in college where you're so freaking worn out but you have to get through it.  or having a kid...a sumo wrestler's kid. lol or working out. i just want to put these weights down, turn the treadmill off and  freaking eat bon bons til my thighs are so big they set off forrest fires when i wear curduroy but i can't because i know it's good for me.

also.. sometimes i entertain thoughts of just finding another 9-5. teach english or do admin work or just mooch off my family and go back to school full time.  but life wont let me stay in this stage of being so dependent and relaxed. i guess God is giving me the opportunity to mature and deep down i want to even though on the outside im like.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... literally shitting a brick.

anyway... it's very timely that Oprah's mission calendar statement is about enjoying every step to the path of success.  that it's not easy and you dont just celebrate achieving the goal, but every step to getting there.  so i will just enjoy it.  it's good to know how to perservere... because im sure once these projects get boring and established, i'll be out and about looking for another giant to tackle.

fobs and traditional wedding bs

BOOMBAIGRL: what jevs say
kimchirolls82: i dunno she's like maid of honor is a big thing blah blha
kimchirolls82: i was like whats that?? lol
BOOMBAIGRL: you fob
BOOMBAIGRL: hahahahahahhahahah

BOOMBAIGRL: but its a lot of responsibility
BOOMBAIGRL: u gota throw the shower, the bachelorette party, it's like dang 
kimchirolls82: wouldnt that rather ruin the friendship cause of all the bs that u have to do FOR them?
BOOMBAIGRL: but ur ass better come here and be my maid of honor
kimchirolls82: hire a f****n wedding planner dammit
kimchirolls82: AHAHAHAHAHAH

  GET YOUR DYED SHOES READY SAYURI.. I WILL WALK DOWN THE AISLE JUST TO SEE YOU IN AN ORGANZA DRESS EVEN IF I HAVE TO GET DIVORCED THE NEXT DAY.   HAHAHHAHAHAAH